to be the bearer of bad news, it's just not my thing. i get all hung up and lost for words. it leaves my heart feeling heavy with a deep sense of unease. as i constantly ponder the "what if's" and "why's" of life, i only feel saddened not having the answers. today was a hard day. surely one the grayest day i've had in a very long time...
it's been a few daunting weeks. first it was no eating. then followed by this painfully long weekend of 3 vet visits, multiple xrays, blood work, an ultrasound and final further testing to figure out what was wrong. being optimistic i guess didn't help. going into it all with high hopes that everything would be ok only made it that much worse because sadly it wasn't ok all along. the build up to today, left us having to say goodbye to our dog, micah. the best dog i could have ever asked for. a more loyal friend than some people i've meet in my lifetime. a faithful friend till the very end. an exceptionally smart pup and a truly amazing creature. though i feel 7 years wasn't long enough. i strongly believe they were all still happy ones!
micah 10/30/03 - 03/22/11
it saddens me not to see you here by my feet as i type. we all already miss you so much more then you'll ever know. i cry, realizing i will never see your silly face again. i will love you always, i promise. thank you for everything you've taught me. you were truly amazing dog! your spirit will live on in our hearts forever.